It's the last day of 2011 and I can't help but reflect on this year. There has been some good, some bad, and even some ugly things happen this year in my life and in our families life. Essentially, I guess, it's been a year of change and transition. As I write this, I am sitting on a back balcony of our apartment complex looking at a small chapel down the road. I wonder, "How did I get here?" Providence, I guess.
24 years ago I gave my heart and life to Jesus Christ at the alter of Foyil Baptist Church outside of Claremore, Oklahoma. As a young boy, I didn't understand how that decision would set into effect the rest of my life! Looking back, maybe it was good that I didn't know! I thank God for mercy and grace! I thank God for Jesus Christ! Sitting on a basketball court in Guatemala at the age of 12, I received what many would label a "calling" from God. I would just say it was an assignment, an opportunity, a great big adventure! My life is not my own. No decision is!
I almost blew it a few times! I look back to my high school days in Luverne, AL at Crenshaw Christian Academy and I know that I missed great opportunities to do things God's Way, instead choosing to do it my way. I wondered through confusion and chaos trying to find my identity in sports, grades, popularity, and even relationships. I think God for mercy and grace!
He brought me to a university that believed in teaching Christian character and changing the world. Little did I know that God would change mine so drastically even in the first semester. Broken engagement. Broken dream. God's glory! The University of Mobile will always be special to me because of friends, mentors, and professors who held me accountable and challenged me.
Then there was Kim. God's best is always beyond imagination. One of a kind. There is no comparison. Our love story could only have been written by God! Friends for 3 years, one random phone call, one great visit to seminary, 6 weeks of dating, 6 months of preparation, and 1 eternal promise! She is the love of my life! She is my greatest quality! The love of a Godly woman, nothing can compare!
Life changes with a child! Little did I know that little girls have a way of melting there daddies! With the arrival of my little princess two years ago, God got a little closer to me. I understand the role of Father God a little clearer now. I love my precious daughter! I am proud to be her father! I will dance with my Cinderella forever!
For the past 10 years I have enjoyed serving God as an associate pastor and youth minister. I've been comfortable. I took great pride in my experience, my pedigree, my title. Yes, God used me to make a difference. I know that now. But it was often in spite of me that God moved! That's grace right there! Sometimes being comfortable starts a slow fade away from what God really wants to do in our lives and through our lives! Five years ago I was adamant that I did not want to be a senior pastor. Finally, six months ago I accepted it and even embraced it. Today, I am eager to lead God's Bride wherever His good, pleasing, and perfect will takes it!
I thank God for reflections and confessions. New beginnings are great! I press toward the mark. I want to KNOW HIM. I want to be used for HIS GLORY! Thank God for mercy and grace! Happy New Year all! God truly loves you!
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